Seriously, what's wrong with me? I seem to have commitment issues. I have these periods of time where I don't sign on AIM or blog, and these usually last for months, and then I don't sign on again for months, and etc. I honestly don't see how some people can continuously blog for months and months, three time or more a week (perhaps even daily), and not stop. Or perhaps the better question is how can I just go cold turkey suddenly? Maybe this isn't a question of how other people can do such things (after all, they are the normal ones), but rather how can I, myself, not? (after all, I'm the abnormal one)
When will I ever learn? I seem to fall for the same trap every time. Hence, I'm the abnormal one, since a normal person would just get up from their fall and be like "Okay, note to self, don't do that again." But nooo, I have to get up and be like "Huh? Whatever" and then end up doing it again. =\
Ironically enough, I think pouring your heart out in a blog is rather... embarassing? I'm not sure if that's the word, but I'm usually not one to share my problems with the world, so this is kind of awkward. I really don't want people to read about my life and comment on it (if I wanted someone to comment on it, I'd ask for it) or read my problems and say "awwwwwwwww, SUCKS TO BE YOU"/"Poor thing". I don't need e-pity (lol.)
I guess I'm just not ready to bear my soul to the e-world. Next time.
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